I haven’t posted about work because I am becoming a little paranoid that someone might read what I’m writing. So I’ve been keeping things to myself and I don’t like it. I actually think the stress of it all has given me more migraines lately.
We were given our new teamwork allocation list. I have been put on Outage Management twice, and ticket allocation. These tasks are a big responsibility, you need to manage any major outage that may occur during your shift – for the entire residential sector. Would you allocate this task to someone deemed even remotely incompetent? Lol… you can see why I find this whole process has been a fucking joke.
I am now being told that I am being put back into the team I was originally in… all the self doubt that I had, all the tears I cried over feeling like I didn’t measure up… all the stress and migraines … for what?
This company is horrible and they don’t care about their employees one bit 😡
And as if my week couldn’t get worse, I found out I didn’t get the job I was trying to get but I impressed them enough to keep my name on a list should they be looking for people in the future… if I was that impressive, why didn’t I get the job? You know?
I want this year to just end…
You know those days when you just feel awful and you just want to go straight back to bed but you can’t because you’re an adult and you have to do adult life things like work?
I’m having one of those days.
Although I just received an update on my preorder KYLO REN TLJ figurine and I’m not surprisingly, feeling a tad better because this gorgeousness will be on my desk in 3 to 4 weeks 😁😀
Ok, I take it all back. I will forever be a child in an adult body 😂😁