I got “told” that we might be restructuring again

And the team will be whittled down even further. But here’s the thing, we are hiring two new people, so why would we be restructuring again? The TL said not to worry because it “might” not happen.

It’s made me feel nervous all over again 😥


@status I just found out something I probably wasn’t supposed to

And it’s going to be bad for me yet again and while I have every faith in myself that it’s not me, it feels really bad right now 😥

Not sure how I feel…

We had a gathering today for the manager that’s leaving and I have mixed feelings about it. I see him leaving as the closing of one door and the opening of another.

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The resident work counselor is in!

Two work mates confided in me today about their work-related relationship issues. They are people I like and get on well with, I guess.

Part of me feels weird that they chose me to confide in because I mostly keep to myself. I come to work to work, you know? I don’t like getting involved in people’s personal issues. That said, I would never turn a friend away if they asked for my help.

Perhaps those attributes are exactly why people trust me because I keep things to myself and I genuinely care. I am also a good listener and sometimes, that’s all you need to feel better; for someone to actually listen, for someone to care, even if it’s temporary.

Maybe I do have the makings of a work counselor after all 😁

What do you feel when you think about your job?

I saw this posted on pointlessoverthinking.com and thought it was a good question to ask myself and my readers.

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